The old is gone the New is here

This is amazing...I forgot all about this old blog. I was so overjoyed that i was able to view my past postings . Time does fly .... And I did go to india . so Im back , I decided to give up the old myspace .....at least until im able to deal with the reality of some things that I have no control over. I was reading my blog to night the one that says a "night to remember", Im so glad i wrote that ..I really didnt remember all that stuff .."Be live it " ,,lol dang , Well I welcome all my friends to read this Blog ..... Im going to post my thoughts, Prayers , devotions and things of that nature in the future I hope it is an encouragement to all... Last couple of days have been ruff. My cousin Jc aka "teddy " is homless so Ive been trying to help him the last few days figure out what to do ....he lost his car on friday in an accident . I had to take him to the impound yard to get his insulin becuase hes a diabetic. Later on pastor pete called me back and said there was a place called turning point that could take him in . So I took him to the oreintation and it looks like a go ... just hope he takes advantage of the situation...its a great oppurtunity for him ..... Tomarrow is the War story lunch for all who went to India ...Im not going to go cuase i got to help jc get in to that place...Its amazing How much satan tried to steal the Joy from all that happen in india . O well ., Id do it again even if I knew what would happen with ..school , mari and etc...so many people heard the Gospel , so many Kids heard about Jesus for the first time ........ If God is gorified at the expense of my comfort then He really is being worshiped in spirit and truth ..I just wish I could sumit to His spirit like that every day ...to suffer and therefore learn obedience. Forsake my life for the sake of His , what freedom there is to be free from self and a slave to Christ ...I really miss talking to God like I use to ..."Lord please heal my backslideing , cause the flame in my soul to catch fire and spread through all my memembers," l