Friday, January 14, 2005
I woke up in the middle of the night, couldnt sleep , I startd to pray . I prayed for God to show me his ways and what he wants me to do with my life. My heart has been heavy and my mind has been doubting what God has for my Life . I prayed Lord show me show me . Change my heart make me into what He want me to be! As I prayed I became silent, and i looked off into the darkness of my room and saw my guitar. I said This Is what my heart is telling God "sing to you , play for You" ! I got up and played for the Lord . it was amazing. when It was over i lad back down and My heart said " open the bible" so I prayed that God would reveal to me something , so I could have clearity in my purpose. I rebuked satan or any thing from telling me any thing else other then what God wanted to speak to me through the word. After this , I opened the Book and read " They have seen Your procession, o God my King into the sanctuary. Singers went Before the players on instruments followed after; among them were the maidens playing trembels ........................I read on And found "Sing to God, You Kingdoms of the earth. Oh sing Praises to the Lord".................... this was all on the same page I opened to ..................."But Iam Poor and sorrowful; Let Your salvation, O God set me on high , I will Praise the Lord Oh God with a song, and I will magnify him with thanksgiving this also shall pleas the Lord , Better then an Ox or Bull, wich has horns and hooves The Humble shall see the this and Be glad, and You who seek God Your heart shall Live , For the Lord Hears the Poor and Does not despise His prisoners Let heaven and earth Praise Him! , after this I couldnt believe it is this really happening I said Lord with all my heart I pray that you take all the doubt out of my heart and then I felt The Lord say to me " Believe Son " "Be - LIfe it " and I realized that beleiving is living with all your heart but more its Living with Gods heart In you. And as lI earnto follow Gods heart I will believing more and more. but, I must put this into action with the all the capcity and Knowledge that I have Of the Lord and as I live it more and more I will be believing it more and more, and When i die and I look at my life I would have "Believed " ANd then I would meet God and then I will "Know"...........amazing God Is Good hugh
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