whats going on

"who am I" was the question i was suggested to ask my self in the latest edtion of "Looking out Looking in". This question paved way to the current delimma that I dwell upon. You see the contest of the chapter named "sef concept" was a sort of intaragation into once own exstance. This left me with some questions of my own to ask. Where did he go ? And will he return again? . Andof course the retorical question where else is there to go came toconclusion matter , but i wonder even fear if he will return again . who Am I now am I faithful to contune in this self is ......is this me at all oris he dead. I hate him, i hide , i forget , but he likes to through in an old picture or two. "Lord help me free me and deliver me form myself Please! Im tired of death , im tired of his face staring me down into submission like a bonless worm i follow his instructin cuasing war agaisnt my soul i hate him I hate him. ........I love you