Woke up at about a quarter to 11.00, bad dreams again. I almost decided to go back to sleep but the Spirit in me Jolted me out of Bed and on to my knees to pray for the power and the will of God to be done in my life to day, I said very few words but it was powerful. As I Got up I noticed that most of my room was flooded from the constant rain we've been having. I spent the next 30 minutes vacuuming the water up with a shop vac that my mom bought me a couple of months ago. .......Afterward I went to journal in my prayer book and then a scream came from out of my computer......Stupid alert sound for getting mail......Anyways it was dale the man who stole my moms piano and then basically is selling it back to us......Long story but looks like were gona have to fork over 400 bucks to get it back.....Oh well....... We'll take him to court after we get it back in our possession. Left to Park Chapel went to talk to Pastor Pete about the worksheet I Type up concerning our concerns of the Save our Streets ministry .....I ended up working the center all by myself. It started off nice. It was just me and this girl name Tara. I guess Tara just relapsed the other day and didn't show up at the rescue mission . Luckily there gona let her back in but she's got to wait. So , I started to clean the frig. Wow , very unhealthy conditions, Tara was nice enough to help me with some of the drawers. Once I got it all together with the food organized etc, I felt like things were going pretty well. Then Comes Anthony, or should I say diamond. Diamond about 5'8 160 ponds . he's black about age 23. Hex talks a lot of nonsense , and I need to repent because my heart is hard towards him , I wanted to really hurt him today. Anthony starts of me off with one of his wass up hands shakes . He like to use this specific hand shake to deceive people to think there tight with him , as if being tight with him is the objective of the person receives the hand shake. " whaz up player" he says ....I return with my white boy Ramona lingo "hey man" ..... "What ju gots for grup" ...He say as he steps into the office as he passes the sign that specific says "staff only" ......Hey Anthony could you pleas step out of the office, Ill get you the food" said I with a overly nice tone........"What .....Is this cause I'm white....ahhh Just playing Player" ......any ways I could tel it was gona be a bad Day, as soon as diamond couldnt use the shower the exact insant he wanted to he began to cuz a storm and yell out ow hes blnk this blnk that....so i go over to him and tell him to come down and watch his language or his out . He then tells me not to talk to him..... as i try to communicate with him the rule of the center he repaets dont talk to me over and over again.......so I give himthe warning ...so i go back to the office ready to beak his neck in half.....he comes strolling in the office looking for stuff I ask him "can i help me " he re;plies with dont talk to me again...... gets to a point were were yelling at each other i tell him he neds to leave as hes cuzing and telling me were he grew up .... " Im form lincoln" bla blabla Give me a break dawg your homless and on the street . yur wearing women shoes , dang man Just hummble your self , you might get some where, ....any ways pete has to come up stairs and del with him I stayed in the office but here the them talikg , he mad no sense just kept talking about how hard he was ......any ways he finally left we called the cops and he was gone .........man amother exciting day hugh.....hung out with jerry the rest of the night .......man hes left hand his gone ....and bye gone i mean middle finger broken and tendon cut and sown back to gether not to metion his collerbone, hes has surgery tommarow, . It was nice to hang with himm tought we watch a sermon on spiritual ware , I really enjoyed it. So simple But so confusing , I love you God , forgive me for my attitude , Iam yours , and i choose your will to be done in my life in Jesus name. Amen
