Sunday, January 22, 2006

feel 'en alright

I give all the Glory to my Lord , Jesus Christ....today was a beautiful day , I got to lead some children in some songs about Jesus and then I got to share with them the Gospel using the evangelcube. The funny thing was that one of the kids explained the Gospel and the used the cube after I was done better then i did ... later I went in a drive down to balbo a park to see if mabe mari was playing frizbe footbal..But i didnt se any one so I drove to misson beach. I misse dthe exit about 5 time and then finay arrived . i grabed my gutar and bible and sat on a sand hill for a moment and then realized i need to go to la mesa and drop of some manuals i borrwed to two weeks ago .. they were on morgtages and loans.....After I droped them off I went to the Living room were I sat and meditated on the word ...I was reading Romans and felt just like the Lord was moving in my heart....I especially was praying that God would set me free form the worry that i was feeling ,,due to the fact I was going to the flood to see nick get baptized...I wasnt nervous about nick ..i was nothing less then excited ...but I was anxious to see My ex girlfriend ....I just wanted there to be peace betwwen us and i worried about all the feelings i would have to fight off when i saw her.....When i Got to church she was standing right next to nick ..she went to shake my hand and i gave her a hug....i thought it was wierd at first but as the night when on God just filled my mind with peace.......I Love her so much ..I just want her to walk in the light and fullfill her purpose in God , so I felt freedom at last at least alot more then usual, I just pray God keeps me on this path of being stoked on him and life ...it was good to see all of the ramona gang...after they left I saw milly fisk .....we always bump into each other ...shes an awsome girl super sweet ... well tomarrow is my first day of school ......sick hugh ? yeah i need ot get organized ........lol.......thank you God for life in you ...lord I pray that I meditate on your word day and night .....i need it other wise i go on for days without really recieving your love and renewing my mind by your spirt ...or putting on the armor of Righteousness...amen

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Attention all who are new to My Blog

I just looked at all of my postings .... I really cant type , or spell that well ..lol, maybe , im just lazy ...any ways Im sure that youll have lots Good luaghs due to my ignornace..any ways GOing to start the day .... "Father Let your will be done in my life , let me be free to live on to you in all that I do " amen

The old is gone the New is here



This is amazing...I forgot all about this old blog. I was so overjoyed that i was able to view my past postings . Time does fly .... And I did go to india . so Im back , I decided to give up the old myspace .....at least until im able to deal with the reality of some things that I have no control over. I was reading my blog to night the one that says a "night to remember", Im so glad i wrote that ..I really didnt remember all that stuff .."Be live it " ,,lol dang , Well I welcome all my friends to read this Blog ..... Im going to post my thoughts, Prayers , devotions and things of that nature in the future I hope it is an encouragement to all... Last couple of days have been ruff. My cousin Jc aka "teddy " is homless so Ive been trying to help him the last few days figure out what to do ....he lost his car on friday in an accident . I had to take him to the impound yard to get his insulin becuase hes a diabetic. Later on pastor pete called me back and said there was a place called turning point that could take him in . So I took him to the oreintation and it looks like a go ... just hope he takes advantage of the situation...its a great oppurtunity for him ..... Tomarrow is the War story lunch for all who went to India ...Im not going to go cuase i got to help jc get in to that place...Its amazing How much satan tried to steal the Joy from all that happen in india . O well ., Id do it again even if I knew what would happen with ..school , mari and etc...so many people heard the Gospel , so many Kids heard about Jesus for the first time ........ If God is gorified at the expense of my comfort then He really is being worshiped in spirit and truth ..I just wish I could sumit to His spirit like that every day ...to suffer and therefore learn obedience. Forsake my life for the sake of His , what freedom there is to be free from self and a slave to Christ ...I really miss talking to God like I use to ..."Lord please heal my backslideing , cause the flame in my soul to catch fire and spread through all my memembers," l