recovered password

well i'm back on the blog.......found my username and pasword.......any ways today should be full of surprises...Im going to study for most of the day......"Lord I just pray that Your will is done with me today...let me encounter whom ever do what ever say whatever or not you want me to...in JesusName amen"....Ah thasts Good Now I can go study ....Peace to my Brother over there in the Big city ........."Dont......takkaka a loook back"

house sitting

School was interesting today. I just Love the Pocket size gideon bibles they give out there. The Gentelman who was handing them out shouted to those who took them "read the begaing and the end first!" Of course I took two. Each semester they come and hand them out but i always seem to give mine away so its always an aticipation for them to come back the following semester. It fits perfectly in the pocket. I keep mine in my right back pocket. there was another booth set up today. It was the christian Club on campus .....ironicly it was right next to the islam club....any ways the Jesus freaks were giving out free stuff, they had these cool net bags full of neat stuff. I grabed one and saw there was a cd , a bible and a book . They also had the risen magazin wich of course i opened swiftly in front of everyone and pointed to trever Davis's page , saying "yeah my friends in this see!"......later i found out no one cared .....and by figured i mean , when I was talking to the girl who ran the booth about how trever davis goes to my church she asked? "are you christian?" i dont know i guess i could go to church and not be christian so I answered with a" yes ."..................well I get to house sit for Rick while he goes to Isreal...10 days it will be nice ....Go through all his stuff and what not...... see what drugs he taking...j/k , no it will be fun Im having a Body painting party at his house at 9pm saturday ....Please..Bring your own paint ......., naw ...I guess Il just study the word and read all his books or at least take a look at alot of them

yeah

well ....Here we Go ! Thank you lord for your Body taking the punshiment that I deserve . I cant even describe how thankful my souls is for being Adopted in your family. Please Lord Wash me with Your word , I dont ever want to even look back ....Please Keep my eyes fixed on you Lord there nothing else .......WHen i think about eternal hell and away form your prescene I my souls cries .......screams in fear , papa save me form this world form this Body of sin form the complacency of my heart the lazyness of my mind , the bad attitudes , the shelfish thinking covetious all of it Lord take it away ......I wasnt made for anything but you. Lord Im so happy inside , So excited to see your work be done on earth and the day that i meet you in heaven

whats going on

"who am I" was the question i was suggested to ask my self in the latest edtion of "Looking out Looking in". This question paved way to the current delimma that I dwell upon. You see the contest of the chapter named "sef concept" was a sort of intaragation into once own exstance. This left me with some questions of my own to ask. Where did he go ? And will he return again? . Andof course the retorical question where else is there to go came toconclusion matter , but i wonder even fear if he will return again . who Am I now am I faithful to contune in this self is ......is this me at all oris he dead. I hate him, i hide , i forget , but he likes to through in an old picture or two. "Lord help me free me and deliver me form myself Please! Im tired of death , im tired of his face staring me down into submission like a bonless worm i follow his instructin cuasing war agaisnt my soul i hate him I hate him. ........I love you