feel 'en alright

I give all the Glory to my Lord , Jesus Christ....today was a beautiful day , I got to lead some children in some songs about Jesus and then I got to share with them the Gospel using the evangelcube. The funny thing was that one of the kids explained the Gospel and the used the cube after I was done better then i did ... later I went in a drive down to balbo a park to see if mabe mari was playing frizbe footbal..But i didnt se any one so I drove to misson beach. I misse dthe exit about 5 time and then finay arrived . i grabed my gutar and bible and sat on a sand hill for a moment and then realized i need to go to la mesa and drop of some manuals i borrwed to two weeks ago .. they were on morgtages and loans.....After I droped them off I went to the Living room were I sat and meditated on the word ...I was reading Romans and felt just like the Lord was moving in my heart....I especially was praying that God would set me free form the worry that i was feeling ,,due to the fact I was going to the flood to see nick get baptized...I wasnt nervous about nick ..i was nothing less then excited ...but I was anxious to see My ex girlfriend ....I just wanted there to be peace betwwen us and i worried about all the feelings i would have to fight off when i saw her.....When i Got to church she was standing right next to nick ..she went to shake my hand and i gave her a hug....i thought it was wierd at first but as the night when on God just filled my mind with peace.......I Love her so much ..I just want her to walk in the light and fullfill her purpose in God , so I felt freedom at last at least alot more then usual, I just pray God keeps me on this path of being stoked on him and life ...it was good to see all of the ramona gang...after they left I saw milly fisk .....we always bump into each other ...shes an awsome girl super sweet ... well tomarrow is my first day of school ......sick hugh ? yeah i need ot get organized ........lol.......thank you God for life in you ...lord I pray that I meditate on your word day and night .....i need it other wise i go on for days without really recieving your love and renewing my mind by your spirt ...or putting on the armor of Righteousness...amen

Attention all who are new to My Blog

I just looked at all of my postings .... I really cant type , or spell that well ..lol, maybe , im just lazy ...any ways Im sure that youll have lots Good luaghs due to my ignornace..any ways GOing to start the day .... "Father Let your will be done in my life , let me be free to live on to you in all that I do " amen

The old is gone the New is here

This is amazing...I forgot all about this old blog. I was so overjoyed that i was able to view my past postings . Time does fly .... And I did go to india . so Im back , I decided to give up the old myspace .....at least until im able to deal with the reality of some things that I have no control over. I was reading my blog to night the one that says a "night to remember", Im so glad i wrote that ..I really didnt remember all that stuff .."Be live it " ,,lol dang , Well I welcome all my friends to read this Blog ..... Im going to post my thoughts, Prayers , devotions and things of that nature in the future I hope it is an encouragement to all... Last couple of days have been ruff. My cousin Jc aka "teddy " is homless so Ive been trying to help him the last few days figure out what to do ....he lost his car on friday in an accident . I had to take him to the impound yard to get his insulin becuase hes a diabetic. Later on pastor pete called me back and said there was a place called turning point that could take him in . So I took him to the oreintation and it looks like a go ... just hope he takes advantage of the situation...its a great oppurtunity for him ..... Tomarrow is the War story lunch for all who went to India ...Im not going to go cuase i got to help jc get in to that place...Its amazing How much satan tried to steal the Joy from all that happen in india . O well ., Id do it again even if I knew what would happen with ..school , mari and etc...so many people heard the Gospel , so many Kids heard about Jesus for the first time ........ If God is gorified at the expense of my comfort then He really is being worshiped in spirit and truth ..I just wish I could sumit to His spirit like that every day ...to suffer and therefore learn obedience. Forsake my life for the sake of His , what freedom there is to be free from self and a slave to Christ ...I really miss talking to God like I use to ..."Lord please heal my backslideing , cause the flame in my soul to catch fire and spread through all my memembers," l

This is for you my friend

so it been three months...so i been busy man, sorry homey ....well, moving on up in the world....they want be to play wed nights now at church...lol...crazy hugh....? I cant say enough, I love you man, miss you , still want to make music when God wills. I m going to start praying about going to india....i just want to see God bring a whole village to him. that be sweet bring my acoustic ,,,shoot they wont know what hit them.....awwww yes ,,what if both of us went ....hahaa barnabs and paul ,,lol, those were the good all days ....late night divine appointments thats all they were.."you up man" "yeah couldnt sleep" "crazy"x2 ....well , best couple of months of my life ...praising the lord with my best friend...couldnt even ask for any thing better....well maybe a wife but your the next best thing...lol....haaaa, dang fool ....well Im hear to say that God is Good ...and Hes got big plans for me i just have know idea, u too........wil see hugh ....shoot, i just want a family......... but some times he gives more ten we want ...soemtimse he takes away every thing we want so we want him...were so fickle ,,, "i love YOU GOD".......but i need some loven somewhere eles? what ...im gulity........"mr flesh .....will u die" ......"well actually can u wait another 80 years" ...lol see what i mean....cant have are cake and eat it to , fickle,
dont worry about the funds and dont hestitate to pray ....ask man , God want to bless you He wants to reveal His Love to you. keepen it real , peace and Grace be mutiplied to you

do you rememeber the time?

"chris wake up!" my father shouted , into the dark and still ventelated room.
I came to conssiousness in a aburpt thrust shouting back......"what!"
"were being attacked" said my father , this time with almost an exciting voice
"what u mean " I said
"they Blew up the twin towers" replied my dad
i really still wasnt concouring what whas going on"
My dad said "Come up stairs"
I rushed up with him in a hurry
as i got clooser to the front door i started putting the pices together
i thought to my self "attacked .....Bombed" thats when I new I was going to be in for a treat ............to be continued

recovered password

well i'm back on the blog.......found my username and pasword.......any ways today should be full of surprises...Im going to study for most of the day......"Lord I just pray that Your will is done with me today...let me encounter whom ever do what ever say whatever or not you want me to...in JesusName amen"....Ah thasts Good Now I can go study ....Peace to my Brother over there in the Big city ........."Dont......takkaka a loook back"

house sitting

School was interesting today. I just Love the Pocket size gideon bibles they give out there. The Gentelman who was handing them out shouted to those who took them "read the begaing and the end first!" Of course I took two. Each semester they come and hand them out but i always seem to give mine away so its always an aticipation for them to come back the following semester. It fits perfectly in the pocket. I keep mine in my right back pocket. there was another booth set up today. It was the christian Club on campus .....ironicly it was right next to the islam club....any ways the Jesus freaks were giving out free stuff, they had these cool net bags full of neat stuff. I grabed one and saw there was a cd , a bible and a book . They also had the risen magazin wich of course i opened swiftly in front of everyone and pointed to trever Davis's page , saying "yeah my friends in this see!"......later i found out no one cared .....and by figured i mean , when I was talking to the girl who ran the booth about how trever davis goes to my church she asked? "are you christian?" i dont know i guess i could go to church and not be christian so I answered with a" yes ."..................well I get to house sit for Rick while he goes to Isreal...10 days it will be nice ....Go through all his stuff and what not...... see what drugs he taking...j/k , no it will be fun Im having a Body painting party at his house at 9pm saturday ....Please..Bring your own paint ......., naw ...I guess Il just study the word and read all his books or at least take a look at alot of them

yeah

well ....Here we Go ! Thank you lord for your Body taking the punshiment that I deserve . I cant even describe how thankful my souls is for being Adopted in your family. Please Lord Wash me with Your word , I dont ever want to even look back ....Please Keep my eyes fixed on you Lord there nothing else .......WHen i think about eternal hell and away form your prescene I my souls cries .......screams in fear , papa save me form this world form this Body of sin form the complacency of my heart the lazyness of my mind , the bad attitudes , the shelfish thinking covetious all of it Lord take it away ......I wasnt made for anything but you. Lord Im so happy inside , So excited to see your work be done on earth and the day that i meet you in heaven